Life in UiTM

23rd of june 2010 was a day in my life that really makes me think that i've finished my spm at last...it sounds so ridiculous right???but thats wat i feel actually...i did badly in my spm and i couldnt forgive myself that i missed my aim for spm...but theres no use regret...i have to go on with my life and do the best starting from now onwards...now almost more than a month im in uitm kedah...honestly i dint really enjoy my life here as there is something wrong i feel...i dont know wat is it actually...mayb because i still not used to it....maybe...or maybe i not used to having malay frens...because in my lifetime,im with chinese and indians fren all the time...i mixed with them since im small...and now there is a big changes in my life that i personally still dint accept the fact that im here in uitm kedah...and also frens that are malay...i need to get used to it...as i actually dont know how to communicate with them because i dont know how the way they think and i've seen discrimination between them which i cant find it between all the chinese frens....they was like a competition between them...a compettition which actually dint help build a persons morale but it actually drops a person morale...i've seen this and i know why they couldnt really be succesfull in their life...they have to cahnge the way of thinking in order to be succesful in their life...they should help each other and not drop each other...they should put their jealousy far away like wat those chinese ppl did outside there...hmm...to be continued....