biggest mistake in my life

da last comfirmation camp should be fun but 4 me its opposite of it.....i eventually had did biggest mistake in my life....im very upsad but i cant help it as it had over....da story was start when i think tat i jz wanna kidding wif my bestfren....so i jz make en emo face whole day n dint talk to her....she get to know tat i don wanna talk n gonna ignore her 4 rest of my life but tats all was jz part of my plan where i don expect it goin to be biggest mistake in my life....she started ignore me everytime i talk to her n she become closer to one of my frenz where i don realy care ....but i had to admit tat it hurts me alot when she ignore me...