Im so tired!!!!

Im so tired these few days....especially yesterdy...slept at 4am..haixx....i wish i could have just sleep early....i really miss kl so much...but i only can go back on 15 july due to mid break and worst part of it..i have test right after ther holiday..haixx...how am i going to go through all that????02

life???

wat life means actually???any1 can answer this???we all live in this wold with the purpose of living and get a place in heaven...is that all bout???i dont know bout 4 sure that most of us live in this wold with joy...

Life in UiTM

23rd of june 2010 was a day in my life that really makes me think that i've finished my spm at last...it sounds so ridiculous right???but thats wat i feel actually...i did badly in my spm and i couldnt forgive myself that i missed my aim for spm...but theres no use regret...i have to go on with my life and do the best starting from now onwards...now almost more than a month im in uitm kedah...honestly i dint really enjoy my life here as there is something wrong i feel...i dont know wat is it actually...mayb because i still not used to it....maybe...or maybe i not used to having malay frens...because in my lifetime,im with chinese and indians fren all the time...i mixed with them since im small...and now there is a big changes in my life that i personally still dint accept the fact that im here in uitm kedah...and also frens that are malay...i need to get used to it...as i actually dont know how to communicate with them because i dont know how the way they think and i've seen discrimination between them which i cant find it between all the chinese frens....they was like a competition between them...a compettition which actually dint help build a persons morale but it actually drops a person morale...i've seen this and i know why they couldnt really be succesfull in their life...they have to cahnge the way of thinking in order to be succesful in their life...they should help each other and not drop each other...they should put their jealousy far away like wat those chinese ppl did outside there...hmm...to be continued....

personal problem

hmm...eventually i have a prob wif some1...some one which i love...some1 which i care...but now its like we are far apart cause of time...and most important was both our attitude changes alot...we are not even close as b4...bec...im sorry...all these time we tried our best to maintain our relationship but we both know that it wont work for some reason that we ownself doesnt know what it is...hmm...but life still have to go on...we still need to complete our life as others did....bec its not that i dint love or care bout u anymore...its jz matter of time and both our attitude...we now days have no topics to talk on and the worst part of it we tend to argue eveytimr we msg or chat on the fon...i think u also know that...u liked tio shout 4 no reason and releasing anger at me...i can stand that but im not a doll....i have my own limit also...you need to know...frens around os...not all are good frens...you should appreciate your frens next time...dont treat them like how you treat me...you will regret!!!

such a life!!!

its been a time i dint log in to my blog...its all cause matter of time...hahah actually its not da real reason to do so...hmm...why are we have to suffer for our life???any1 can answer my this question which i had in my mind since a few months ago!!!