yea!!!!after 1 day!!!!

*we have fun, we have joy, we have season~*after 1 day she had been off9 n at last i get her msg today...hahaha tat time i was like yea!!!!i got her msg...haha crazy la me...crazy coz will like her...hmm....n ya i called her chan chan n she was like dnt call her tat...hahaha...i could imagine tat time her face wif da angry face o funny face...hahaha...but tats how i make my days fun to go through...only tat till now i dnt knw wats in her mind n 1st i really dnt knw flirt gal de lo...aikz....how could i know wat she think of me deep in her heart????

holiday time~

*we have fun, we have joy, we have season~*: holiday!!!tats wat in my mind wen i get to back to kl but den hmm still need do house work all...aikz...my life everyday jz as wake up at 3pm den rest n go 4 basketball den night time on9 n tease ppl especially a gal...hahaha eh not night only everytime i had da cance i will tease her altough she will always bom me back n get to win over da situation but den ya its worth knowing her as she is so tat hard to get on...she make me feel my heart beaten faster everytime n ya she's real cute  but she always wanna deny it haixx...we are from 2 different religion so obviously i know tat we wont get to gather as she had no feeling on me n although she has it but it wnt happen tat we will get together as she wants a guy wif same religion n ya hope she will get one...i had no idea why o 4 wat reason i had crushed on her but she had make my life better n lively since i knew her...i still remember i msg her 1st time which is da time for 1st semester mid break...thx 4 knowing her...gal if u read this i jz want u to knw tat i had crushed on u but i knw i cant get ur heart so i jz can hope u will happy wif ur future husband...

latest!!!

*we have fun, we have joy, we have season~*im so happy!!!hahaha gues wat???today i heard tat she dont gv other gal my number wen they asking my number from her...hahaha...all these while she's been bullying me and haha i know the way to tease her back!!!

when we have...

*we have fun, we have joy, we have season~*i jz gonna say nothing...for past this few weeks i have no idea why am i so happy...even my own heart cant find whats da reason behind all...mayb that there is someone whom i have fall wif or mayb cause its jz a mood swing time...haha btw i really have a great time this few days!!!

life!!!

*we have fun, we have joy, we have season~*hmm...get a life man...da days in uitm are kinda better than my life at home which are like bored till death!!!i had encountered alot of thing here!!!which in return make me think alot...why sometimes my parents act like tat???before this i never ever will love my younger bro and now i feel like i got to love him as his my one and only bro i have in my life time...i need to take care of him...for sure there is someone beind this...i was impressed when a fren of mine in uitm told me tat she love her siblings alot although sometimes they fought and mayb this is because she's da 1st child after all...i wanna thx her for her story...i felt much better everytime i talk nor msg wif her!!!

Im so tired!!!!

Im so tired these few days....especially yesterdy...slept at 4am..haixx....i wish i could have just sleep early....i really miss kl so much...but i only can go back on 15 july due to mid break and worst part of it..i have test right after ther holiday..haixx...how am i going to go through all that????02

life???

wat life means actually???any1 can answer this???we all live in this wold with the purpose of living and get a place in heaven...is that all bout???i dont know bout 4 sure that most of us live in this wold with joy...

Life in UiTM

23rd of june 2010 was a day in my life that really makes me think that i've finished my spm at last...it sounds so ridiculous right???but thats wat i feel actually...i did badly in my spm and i couldnt forgive myself that i missed my aim for spm...but theres no use regret...i have to go on with my life and do the best starting from now onwards...now almost more than a month im in uitm kedah...honestly i dint really enjoy my life here as there is something wrong i feel...i dont know wat is it actually...mayb because i still not used to it....maybe...or maybe i not used to having malay frens...because in my lifetime,im with chinese and indians fren all the time...i mixed with them since im small...and now there is a big changes in my life that i personally still dint accept the fact that im here in uitm kedah...and also frens that are malay...i need to get used to it...as i actually dont know how to communicate with them because i dont know how the way they think and i've seen discrimination between them which i cant find it between all the chinese frens....they was like a competition between them...a compettition which actually dint help build a persons morale but it actually drops a person morale...i've seen this and i know why they couldnt really be succesfull in their life...they have to cahnge the way of thinking in order to be succesful in their life...they should help each other and not drop each other...they should put their jealousy far away like wat those chinese ppl did outside there...hmm...to be continued....

personal problem

hmm...eventually i have a prob wif some1...some one which i love...some1 which i care...but now its like we are far apart cause of time...and most important was both our attitude changes alot...we are not even close as b4...bec...im sorry...all these time we tried our best to maintain our relationship but we both know that it wont work for some reason that we ownself doesnt know what it is...hmm...but life still have to go on...we still need to complete our life as others did....bec its not that i dint love or care bout u anymore...its jz matter of time and both our attitude...we now days have no topics to talk on and the worst part of it we tend to argue eveytimr we msg or chat on the fon...i think u also know that...u liked tio shout 4 no reason and releasing anger at me...i can stand that but im not a doll....i have my own limit also...you need to know...frens around os...not all are good frens...you should appreciate your frens next time...dont treat them like how you treat me...you will regret!!!

such a life!!!

its been a time i dint log in to my blog...its all cause matter of time...hahah actually its not da real reason to do so...hmm...why are we have to suffer for our life???any1 can answer my this question which i had in my mind since a few months ago!!!